Her Death Was Her Gift To Me
I know many might rage against this but the most beautiful thing my mother ever gave me was the gift of her death. When you strip away the lies, the fears, the logic and all else that we let blind us. When we lift the veils and begin to remember our true selves, our true existence, the reasons we came here, the experiences we wanted, the depths of the human experience we wanted to explore we realize what all of this is about.
We realize it is about love. We realize it is about opening ourselves up to all that we as humans fear. Open to love, to vulnerability, to connection, to feeling and realize how much power there is in that opening. How you will drop the mantles of humanness and find your Soul underneath. How connecting to the universe, nay BEing the universe is what you want to feel, it is home.
Each soul chooses when and how it goes. We all leave these bodies when we have nothing our Soul wishes to learn in this reality. This is not the only reality YOU are in. This is not the only story you have told. This is not the only story you have wished to unfurl your wings from and fly as you were meant to. We choose when and how to go based on how much it will open another's heart.
How our deaths occur push others stories to the brink. They fall to their knees, their heart does not break only the walls around it that have sealed them off from their true selves. Those walls are based on the little lies we tell ourselves everyday. Those little untruths about how unworthy, unlovable, fallible, how much lack we hold, how much fear we hold, how little faith we have in ourselves and the world around us, how victimised we feel are all wrapped up in the human stories we tell ourselves.
Death is not the loss of another, it is the process in which, if we allow ourselves to, we can gain back a portion of ourselves we allowed to slip away as we fell unconscious onto this world. Gain back the love, the joy, the bliss that each departed has to offer us. Some through gaining our power back, admitting where hate, anger, fear, jealousy and other “negative” emotions were stored in our memories of them. Or revel in the ones of love, abandon, peace and bliss. Take back the power you once gave them, take back the piece of them that is missing in you.
Learn to open your heart and love them as they now love you, with no story, no bullshit, no duality in the way. They are free to once again be the ever loving energy that creates all. Just as we learn to do so either here on New Earth or via our departure and return to our “home” We all will ascend, one way or the other, by our choice, in our time, in the reality we are meant to be. There is no sorrow in this, only joy at the unveiling of our Soul to our own human eyes.
Reveal in the emotions, the tears, the loneliness that comes from another's passing. Allow all the emotions you’ve suppressed to come out and clear. Allow the walls to come down, the heart to open and the peace to be found after you’ve shed your last tear and recovered with sleep. The only way to ever be truly free of sorrow is to clear the space and the rubble around your true heart. This is what cages your Soul away, this is what we all must clear out now as every last soul here on earth has awoken.
It is time to awaken from your slumbers, time to open your hearts to feel what the truth is, let go of the logic that binds away your heart, logic that says that the only way to win is to fight. Allow yourself peace and comfort in the knowledge of the heart and love will show you the way.
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