Wow a new Me

REPOSTED FROM THE TRANS-SCEND BLOG 2014

Aloha! Yesterday was the first time I have ever felt like a whole person, directly after a Lightbody energy session my energy was finally in alignment, balancing out the masculine and feminine energy within myself. My voice actually dropped (much more than after 5 years of testosterone) it was strong, steady, very masculine and very balanced. For a time it actually gave me a bit of a lie detector, where I could use it to hear if what I was saying was what I actually felt inside. Come to find out through speaking with a good friend who had performed the energy work I had not been balanced this entire time. I had not yet accepted myself, either side, and therefore was still teetering between worlds. I still did not love the person I had been nor had a been able to separate out the difference between being born female but always feeling male and the difference between that and my masculine/feminine energy. 

Not excepting these things was not allowing me to balance, nor fully embrace the masculine energy within. I want to share the journey of how I got to this moment so that others may be helped too. Part of the struggle of getting to this place was forever feeling as if I was shunned by everyone including a god or creator or however one views that which is outside of us. Come to find out along the way that we ALL are this energy inside and we not only accept but we love everyone unconditionally. This is what I wish everyone to hear, not just transgendered peoples but all of us. We are loved unconditionally, why because we are, in our true essence love and that is why I am sharing my story. ​